Confessions of a Lover

At first I did not love you, that I own. When I first knew you I merely wanted you to love me. I did not exactly flirt with you; but that inborn craving which undermines some men's morals almost more than unbridled passion--the craving to attract and captivate, regardless of the injury it may do the man--was in me; and when I found I had caught you, I was frightened. And then--I don't know how it was-- 

I couldn't bear to let you go and so I got to love you,.

 But you see, however  it ended or is ending, it began in the selfish and cruel wish to make your heart ache for me without letting yours ache for me.” 

Watching things change ...Good Things are coming my way.Going to make the most of it.

Remembering  Michael D Nalley for his wonderful poem on Oppurtunity

Opportunities often knock at our door
Those we have to choose to accept or ignore
It is sometimes a shame we don't unlock
The door even when we hear the knock
Opportunity may be a road full of rocks
Life is a journey filled with hard knocks
One road may be right, the other wrong
One road may be short, the other long

Many times we wish we could turn back the clock
To a time that we heard a good opportunity knock
It has been said time and tide wait for no man
For goodness sake we must come up with a plan

The world is a diverse place of cold reality, and warm romance
Where the merciful Lord often offers more than one chance
The wise will learn from the hard knocks to avoid the dangerous rocks
Time will tell who has fell and got back up when opportunity knocks

BROKEN HEART !!

Every day i met you

I planned to tell

The feelings for u in my heart

That surrounded me like a spell


As time passed by

My feelings multiplied

I wanted to tell you so much

But my heart denied



I was lost in your thoughts day and night

You were the only thing on mi mind

I lost my sleep , i lost my appetite , i became so weak

The life ahead of me seemed so bleak


I had made up my mind to tell you that day

I put myself together and came your way

But what i saw broke me apart

I had no other choice than to depart


The sight i had seen

I could never forget

The thought of you and her together

Made my pillow wet

I tried to run

I tried to hide

But all i could find

Was you by mi side


I was lost

I was depressed

All i could see was you and her

Lost into each other , obsessed


I cursed myself for what i had been

I cursed myself for what i had seen

I did not know where to go , what to do

The outcomes for this was only a few


I had made my choice to go far away from you

A place where you cant see me , a place i wont be with you

I wanted peace , I wanted eternal rest

I left you by yourself hoping you got the BEST !!!!!!!!!!!


-VIXEN