Mummy

Dear Diary,

Its been a while since i wrote something down.All this while i was caught up in taking care of my mom,internals in college,problems with my brother,burying  my mom, semester exams ...

There is a lot i want to write down.I still cant sleep well at night.I was in practice of being awake for my mom.She used to howl in pain at night and i used to give her fluids to drink.I can still feel her pain. Every time i sit alone or have something to concentrate for i find her there looking at me ,i feel her pain .And it makes me all the more miserable.And the moment i come out of it i remember her family.People who have caused her more pain that stand by her.I think of her brothers.One who caused her her hurt by never being around and who didn't even care to call in during her funeral and another one being right in front of her with no regrets whatsoever.
I remember the following line every sec

" She resembles Britney doesn't she."

"They are bad people .Do not associate with them.They are your enemies legally."
--Otherwise juice their contributions out

"I dint see what she was doing"

"You eat here ,your brother eats outside"

to be contd..